get well soon oma

i don't know how long oma in M. Djamil hospital. i think it is too long. She often get in and out to M. Djamil hospital.

who knows? it is his day.

well. it is Thursday. October, 11 2012. it is his day -HK-. you know he is so happy, i guess. but it is not because of me. i have a long distance with him. arght. i don't know what must i write down here.
see you...

what do you think?

you know what is the day? it is my birthday day :) waaaaaa i feel happy, so happy (thank's God)

hehehe :D today is October 7, 2012. wow i am so happy. i don't know how to express my feel.

From in the morning-- October 6, 2012--, i was so lazy to wake up, but i got the call phone from HK who commanded me to wake up. when i hang up his phone, I felt bizzare because the noisy sounds from his place, it was same with my place. so I taught he was in my home, but in the fact he was not in my home at that time :(. Then, the boy who rented in my house call my name and said that my friend waited me in front of my house. Jejejeeeng who was in front of my house? It was Halim Kasuma, he went to my house just for my birthday, although his house in Pekanbaru city. it is so far away from my house. I was really happy because of it.

Today in the morning, he gave me a surprised. actually he wanted to gave the cake suddenly in the morning, but before he made a surprise, he saved the cake in front of my house and then went to anywhere. i knew the cake was under my chair in front of my house. hahaha, my crazy idea was coming, i took the cake and saved it in the place that he wasn't know. hahaha. when he came to my house, i knew he was so panic. hahaha but he could guess someone who saved the cake. finally we celebrated my birthday with mom and my cousin. at 10.00 a.m. he was back to Pekanbaru with his motorcycle. i know it is long way.

at 5.00 p.m. my big family came to celebrate my birthday :D. so happy. but we just ate together, nothing special. but seriously i am happy.

I AM SO HAPPY

The worse Friday

Okaaay. today is Friday. I have some activities in the campus. but what i had done? i didn't come all of my class today :(. i have to enter my writing class at 7 a.m. but i was late to wake up in the morning. theeeeen, my bad trait came to me. i was so lazy to come the second class, reading. so i lost two class until 10.30 a.m. the bad thing happened again! my class made a make up writing class at 10.40 a.m. at that day. i tried to enter the class. let we see what did happen to me now? i am late to enter the class about 10 minutes. one of my bad trait is i am afraid to enter the class if i came late like that.haaaaaaaaah how so bad i am.
whereas i have made a promise to myself. my promise is "let's change to be the better human". but what do you see? i am the worse human right? :( i just can say it, but it's so hard to do it.
Okay i can't continue to write it. see you guys.

tousled

huuf. it was my feeling to start today. i just think about my homework.homework.homework. i am so afraid if i can't be a success person in the future. After finished in structure 2 class, i didn't have a mood for making anything. but my mind just around in homework.homework.and homework again. actually i need sharing, talking something, giving the motivation, and someone that cares about me. i have family, besties, and friends but i still feel lonely especially now. i don't want if my IP just about 2. i want to get 4! but it makes me feeling stress. nobody know about my feeling.

hahaha i don't know what i write now. it is so tousled.

see you next time guys.

my homework

hoaam . tonight i late to bed again . heuu . i do my homework .

actually in noon i back to home early , but after came my home , i opened my laptop and then i played the new game until finished the game . hahahaha

happy , but my homework don't do itself . ckk
finally i finished do my homework , and drink a glass of milk . hmm yummy :)
(hahaha no person in my home go to bed . hahaha each person have an activity)
good night friends

the lazy day

today is a lazy day for me .
hmmm i don't do anything except eat , take a bath and watching TV .

now i just write my post about today , the lazy day . meanwhile i write this post , i download games too . yeee :) i hope i get a great games , so i have can play the games and don't feel bored when i have free times :) . yeeeee

actually i have many assignments . but i feel so lazy to do it . haaaa ;( . then i have many dirty clothes . i think about it today , i want to wash it , but I'm so lazy to do it (again)
whereas i make a promise for myself that i won't waste my time . if i can do something today , do it now . don't wait until tomorrow . haaaaa ;( .

Structure 1 class

just one word after finished structure 1 class with Mr. Amri Isyam , 'fiuh' . i was so afraid when i studied with him . hueee :'( . it was terrible . Moreover i sat across from him , i was so afraid in his class . half an hour later when we studied about simple present tense , i felt cozy because he looked easy going than before . i hope i will get A in his class this semester , because i dont want if i must enter his class in next semester again . amin 

hmm recently i like play a game online . www.moshimonsters.com . the game play about adopt a monsters , but i think the monster don't terrible because my monster looks funny . then in the game we can get a roxy and high the level up if play the puzzles games . if we get a roxy we can buy a food or make the monster appearance looks good . and this game we can meet the owner monster from foreign country . i try to ask question for foreigner , but they never answer my question :( . hueee i feel sad . i want have friend from another country .

(wow my battery low . bye)

story why i am not make postings three days ago

first , wednesday . i didn't enter my class because i got a stomach ache . hueee ;( back and forth to the bathroom . made me feel tired . it was a reason why i didn't make a post . moreover that day , i have a promblem because i lie to someone . and he got angry for me . hueeee ;( . a sad day .

second , thursday . i went to campus and found a fact that my lecturer not come to campus to teach my class . hueeeee it's make my mood not good . moreover my grandma got a sick and that day she will cancer surgery . you know that my feel so sad that day ;( . i was afraid if my grandma something bad happens . but because my lacturer not come , i could come to hospital early . a suprising when i came to hospital , my grandma didn't do surgery , because there is no ICCU room to do surgery . i felt pity to my grandma ;( . she didn't know about her disease :(


third , friday . my grandma back to home because she would go to Jakarta . she would hospitalized in Jakarta . i hope she will get great care in hospital Jakarta . i visited my grandma , and met my big family . i hope my grandma can save her body , so she isn't get sick easily

finally , this day . i make a post about my reason why i am not make posting three days ago . for today i just stayed in my home . so lazy to go anywhere . i think a few days ago is a tired days for me .

oh yaa , i hope you that read my this post want to pray for my grandma . thank you friends :)

WOW stressful day

wow today is very stressful i think . in the morning i came late in ms. Brita class , she says "why do you come so late ?" . haaaaaaaaaah this is a question that i never to forget . i know this is my mistake , but i feel afraid with her . but again . this is a stressful day (._.)

in the afternoon when finished study with mr. Rusdi . i thought to back my house . but , when i saw in pendopo there are many people . there is a blood donor program . i am interested to follow this program , but i never follow this program , so i felt afraid . finally i still followed this program although i felt so afraid . this is my first time to donor my blood . i saw my blood move to plastic bag to save my blood . haaaaaaaaah i hope my blood can help another people that need it . (amiin)

WOW

first time :)

okay this is first time for me to post something in this blog . hue -____-

so far when i follow another blogs from my friends , i felt surprise #JEJENG , because i look their blogs so nice (i want my blog look cute too T.T) . but i don't know how to make my blog look interesting . (hue -___-) . i will ask about setting this blog to my friends tomorrow and make it looks interesting tomorrow . yeeeahhh

okay back to the topic . i will tell about the serious topic (-_-") . why i make blog account ? the answer is #dagdigdug . because i have an assignment to write about my daily activities from my CALL's lecturer , Mr. Aufa . (hahaha i think this isn't serious topic , sorry -____-) . he said this is an important thing for me , because i can study for write something . start from little thing , like a write diary .

hmm i think that's all for today . see you tomorrow and wait me ;))