who knows? it is his day.

well. it is Thursday. October, 11 2012. it is his day -HK-. you know he is so happy, i guess. but it is not because of me. i have a long distance with him. arght. i don't know what must i write down here.
see you...

what do you think?

you know what is the day? it is my birthday day :) waaaaaa i feel happy, so happy (thank's God)

hehehe :D today is October 7, 2012. wow i am so happy. i don't know how to express my feel.

From in the morning-- October 6, 2012--, i was so lazy to wake up, but i got the call phone from HK who commanded me to wake up. when i hang up his phone, I felt bizzare because the noisy sounds from his place, it was same with my place. so I taught he was in my home, but in the fact he was not in my home at that time :(. Then, the boy who rented in my house call my name and said that my friend waited me in front of my house. Jejejeeeng who was in front of my house? It was Halim Kasuma, he went to my house just for my birthday, although his house in Pekanbaru city. it is so far away from my house. I was really happy because of it.

Today in the morning, he gave me a surprised. actually he wanted to gave the cake suddenly in the morning, but before he made a surprise, he saved the cake in front of my house and then went to anywhere. i knew the cake was under my chair in front of my house. hahaha, my crazy idea was coming, i took the cake and saved it in the place that he wasn't know. hahaha. when he came to my house, i knew he was so panic. hahaha but he could guess someone who saved the cake. finally we celebrated my birthday with mom and my cousin. at 10.00 a.m. he was back to Pekanbaru with his motorcycle. i know it is long way.

at 5.00 p.m. my big family came to celebrate my birthday :D. so happy. but we just ate together, nothing special. but seriously i am happy.

I AM SO HAPPY

The worse Friday

Okaaay. today is Friday. I have some activities in the campus. but what i had done? i didn't come all of my class today :(. i have to enter my writing class at 7 a.m. but i was late to wake up in the morning. theeeeen, my bad trait came to me. i was so lazy to come the second class, reading. so i lost two class until 10.30 a.m. the bad thing happened again! my class made a make up writing class at 10.40 a.m. at that day. i tried to enter the class. let we see what did happen to me now? i am late to enter the class about 10 minutes. one of my bad trait is i am afraid to enter the class if i came late like that.haaaaaaaaah how so bad i am.
whereas i have made a promise to myself. my promise is "let's change to be the better human". but what do you see? i am the worse human right? :( i just can say it, but it's so hard to do it.
Okay i can't continue to write it. see you guys.

tousled

huuf. it was my feeling to start today. i just think about my homework.homework.homework. i am so afraid if i can't be a success person in the future. After finished in structure 2 class, i didn't have a mood for making anything. but my mind just around in homework.homework.and homework again. actually i need sharing, talking something, giving the motivation, and someone that cares about me. i have family, besties, and friends but i still feel lonely especially now. i don't want if my IP just about 2. i want to get 4! but it makes me feeling stress. nobody know about my feeling.

hahaha i don't know what i write now. it is so tousled.

see you next time guys.